illusions-of-beauty

Hi...I guess it's been awhile since I updated on here hehe.  Life is just so crazy ya know.  I'm having trouble keeping up with everything thats going on with school and ballet and family and friends.  I feel like my life is just one big long story, or like I'm running on a treadmill ya know, like I'm not getting anywhere.  Life is so hard!!!  I feel like I have to meet so many standards and expectations all the time, and I just feel like I want to give up all of the time.  The Zoloft better start kicking in soon, or I'm gonna have to find some more effective drugs...heh just kidding. Anyway, I love everybody on deviantart, because you are c

Hello everyone.  I haven't been on here in quite a long time.  I guess I haven't had much time to spare.  Let's see if I can catch everyone up on things: - Auditioned for Boston Ballet Summer Program back in January in Atlanta with Julie, Emma, and Brittany.  Very fun road trip.  Got into DanceLab again. - Auditioned for The Rock.  It was the most difficult audition of my entire life.  Taught my Christopher Flemming, who was on Made on MTV lol. - Auditioned for Houston Ballet Summer Program in mid-February with Julie, Emma, and Britt.  Another very fun road trip.  Got into the program and am going this summer.  Yay! - Went to Spain with m

South of Everywhere ended last weekend.  It didn't really hit me until monday after it was over that it was really over.  Then, I cried...and went over the choreography...and listened to the music...and looked and pictures and was sad and what not.  That was such an awesome show to be in and to see.  It was so powerful.  AND we got to be around the professionals for two glorious weeks and have lovely professional moments with them.  It was grand. Today after school, Emma, Julie, Brittany, and I shall hop into a van and drive to Atlanta for the Boston Ballet Summer Intensive Audition tomorrow.  It should be much fun, and I hope we all dance b